To Someone Who Owns My Best Pal's Heart !

I'm telling u this is for your own good. I never meant to scold u or to give u another pressure.
I'm here again is to help u. To be your friend !
I once told u this and i'm going to tell u again,

"If u dont change,u will lose her ! "

Is that what u really want from her?
To leave u and not to love u anymore?
If u dont change,u will not lose only her but also everyone around u ..

Why cant u realised how much that she had done for u?
Why cant u see that everything she's doing is just for u but no one else?
Why cant u realised she is the One that is helping u out?
Why cant u see that u're the only One she loves not ******* ?

She wants u to change is not for her but for the best of U !!

U remember the promises u made to her?
U remember all the things u said and swore to do it?
What happened to all that now?
Why stopped now? Why disappoint her now?

Why cant u just appreciate her and love her like she do to u?

When its too late,u cant never turn back time anymore !!
Please dont be like me ..
I wish to hold her back in my arms but i will never have the chance again ..
Do u know how painful it is to lose someone u really love?
U will never know until u lost her.
Its just too late to say "I'm sorry .." anymore ..

U still has a chance,a chance to turn everything back. A chance to mend things back to where it was from the start. Why wish to ruin it and not appreciate all u had?

All the tears she shed for u,all the love she shared with u. And all the things she done for u is all because she loves u. No one else ! Damn it !

Where are u? The first impression u gave me when i first knew u. The feelings and thoughts that i knew my best friend will be secure and safe in your hands.
Where is the one i knew will stood up and defend for my best friend whenever she has problem ?
Where is the one i knew that swore to protect her and told me she is your only one u will love and care always ?
Where is the one i knew that used to bring smile to her ?
Where the hell are u ?!

Is this how u're treating my best pal now ?

I knew that u will hurt her so in this way,i wouldnt had let her to be with u from the first place !

Wake up !

U both still loves each other !

Dont lose each other for a silly mistake that can be change.

U're not useless at all ! U just gotta stand up to give the best of yourself !

Please dont disappoint me ..

Ending of all

Is part of learning

I did my best to appreciate everything

But all I have is a piece of nothing

Disappointment and disappointment keep coming in

It never stops lingering in my life

I'm tired

I never knew it would be this fast but it did

For now, i just want to concentrate in my studies

that's all

hope and despair~~

You mean so much to me

I tried my best effort to make you change

No matter how mad I am to you

My feeling for you will never change

Never!

......

I'm guilty heartbreaking after each time I treat you this way

what's more?

my heart is really tearing to see you like that

That is why,

I held you back and can't let go each time too

is because my feeling for you is still so strong

&

never a moment it is taken away from me

......

Stand up and tell me that you can do it instead of just trying

Believe in yourself

I am here for you now

I'm supporting you

....

But I can't never succeed by doing it alone if you don't corporate

It takes two hands to clap

Mine is ready

but where is yours?

......

I'm getting tired here

Maybe I just don't feel safe sometimes

Maybe I put such high hope on you

But you are just letting me down

......

You are not useless!!!!

You are just keep thinking that you ARE

You are easily manipulate from the one you love the most

......

Please....

Please stand up for yourself for your family and for me..

I will be here for you

You have to change!!

Or else I'm very very sure one day you will definitely lose it all

......

Lastly..

I just want you to know

that my feeling for you will never change

it is always here

......

But if you never ever appreciate and continue being like that

This feeling,

I promise it will eventually fade one day

......... ends...........

Sleepless night

I'm real tired yesterday

real tired actually

still I can't fall asleep.........

A lot of things are going around my mind

The feeling came by when I couldn't sleep yesterday night

for the whole night actually...

This feeling was like how I used to get hurt before and trying hard to let go

I'm scare this feeling will come back and hunt me again

I don't want to loss you too

I really don't want

BUT after you told me last night

That your sis never wanted you to see me again

and also the taiwan things................................................

Is possible we won't be together

though I cried for wishing not to but can anyone hear me?

I felt bad for what i have told you yesterday night as well

I shouldn't have said to you like that

Finally,

I have no idea why u kept mentioning about your 2nd ex-gf

I wonder if you are on the phone with her yesterday night

something that you can't tell me

something that you are hiding from me

I'm tired of guessing

I will wait you for telling me yourself......