Sleepless night

I'm real tired yesterday

real tired actually

still I can't fall asleep.........

A lot of things are going around my mind

The feeling came by when I couldn't sleep yesterday night

for the whole night actually...

This feeling was like how I used to get hurt before and trying hard to let go

I'm scare this feeling will come back and hunt me again

I don't want to loss you too

I really don't want

BUT after you told me last night

That your sis never wanted you to see me again

and also the taiwan things................................................

Is possible we won't be together

though I cried for wishing not to but can anyone hear me?

I felt bad for what i have told you yesterday night as well

I shouldn't have said to you like that

Finally,

I have no idea why u kept mentioning about your 2nd ex-gf

I wonder if you are on the phone with her yesterday night

something that you can't tell me

something that you are hiding from me

I'm tired of guessing

I will wait you for telling me yourself......