Missing u like crazy

After so long I didn't post anything

finally today I can't help myself

but to talk about you

I miss you damn much

SO SO SO much

I dream and think of you every single day

I dreamt that we went 1 utama..haha

and want to buy cupcakes!

really hope that you will be by my side

SOrry I didn't keep my promise

But in my heart i still love you and miss you

our memory keeps lingering in my mind

I can't wait for you to come back

Love you like I always do

"BIBI
I'm very sorry
I miss you very much
I Love you more than anything
I really want to come to your house

Please forvige me BIBI

WO VERY XIANG NI ar!!! :'( :'("
p/s: I didn't delete my blog, i private it

sad sad sad day

It suppose that I can go to bibi house this evening
But......................
:(
I just don't know how to explain
I'm deeply deeply depresed now
how much I wish to see my bibi
I miss bibi so so muchie :( :( :(

I feel like crying out now
and I'm so damn tired
HAIYO
I"M GOING TO COME MY UNCLE PLACE AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALOT of BAd News I got from HIM!!
HE CAN't even HELp but expect to know so much
DAMN IT!

HAng Out One Utama

Oh gOODness

Is

BBQ PLAZA AGAINNN!!!

This time

I'm eating with??????

SOOK ANN ANN

Haha.. lOok at her..

Love her outfit today, very trendy!!hehe

But, I have no idea why she said very "lala" wor??

We didn't order much today

and was me who decide to eat at BBQ Plaza again

I'm too addicted already++

Next,

We went "Yam Cha" at "LAVA"

\This is my CUCUMBER drink, transparent some more

Got abit of cucumber taste, gassy gassy and very sweet ~~hehe

Love it :) was recomended by the owner of the shop ^.^

Then we have the cinamon of... erm... erm..

Couldn't remember the name==

haha..

Not bad as well

Sook ann said is "cha kue" O.o?

Ta.Da!!

As for this

the funnel cake!!

It looks very delicious but

NOT as good as what we expected

The chocolate bitter bitter one..

no good no good~~

ANd is recomended by sook ann ann some more..

hahahahaha!!!!

But ice-cream very good very good :)

And of course..

We have

MISS LAI JO YEN here!!

I love her new look :D

Later oN,

We have

MISS WEI JING!!!!

SHe very leng lui want ar...

This HUGE CAT

was taken at new wing 1utama

This was given BY SOOK ANN ANN

Very sweet of of her : )

SHe gave me during lunch at BBQ plaza

Was really touched when I read this

I am blessed to have a GOOD FRIEND like you

Especially in Sri Aman

I thought i will never find a true friend there

But once you came...

Everything change :)

"YOu"

Shared Helped Listened Understand like no other true friend

Forever You Are

My BESTEST FRIEND!!

LAstly,

Got this candy for my darling, is kiwi flavour~~
hehe!!:)

The way It is..

Was cooked by winnie teh and Lee chui YoNg

At

"BBQ PLaza"

hahaha
Actually big portion was cooked by me..

But is eaten BY NYu PrecilliA
Alone

We do ate a Lot..

ZoominG...

"this is what happens when you eat very long"

Kelian...
Left only the vege

All of us are too hungry..

After that...
Is dessert time..

hehe

Lycee and chocolate cheese

It looks good
But
It taste even Better ^.^

HAng out with winnie teh and lee chui yong yesterday
We spend real good time together
HAving out lunch at bbq plaza..
& love the sauce alot

After so long we didn't meet
and finally yesterday is the perfect day

Chuiyong when home earlier cause she's having her family gathering in the evening

Well,
which remains me and winnie shops around
we got some sandals at "STEP"
and had our ice snow later while chit chatting as well..

Anyway is great having them out
hope we could do this more..

The only One I'm thinking Is YOu

"I really miss you so much now...
No call No message

You must be very mad

Words can't describe

How much I love you

But I really do..."

"An Quan Gan"

Is every chinese people favourite's day
or
maybe we can say happy day?

But for me
Is just any ordinary day that i got extra holidays...
Cool??
I guess...
Lately,

I really don't feel like blogging

the mood is just not there...

However today,

my mood change..

Real bored now
And I miss someone real much:(
Feeling a bit sad
cause i think alot again

At times,
Is real difficult to express what I'm really feeling inside
I don't even have the guts to tell anyone else, not even her(jh)
Sometimes, i just want to be left alone, being single
but sometimes i wish being with someone...

Is so complicated...
I turn out to be more and more unreasonable (pa tau)
I don't know what's the exact thing i want from her
dong bu dong jiu angry till she is so afraid...
I feel very bad for her
that is why sometimes I just want to give up...

afraid of losing..
afraid she'll be taken...
afraid she'll not love me anymore..
I'm controlling, I know I am
she dislike the way I'm acting..

Problems and problems overlapping
I'm tired
I cried...

I know i'm gonna lose you one day cause the way i treat you
this is why i'm giving up more easily now
then regret..
I predicted the ending
for what we are feeling now when we are together
i fall faster and unable to grab tightly
cause i'm scare to be hurt.....................
that is why i told you
I don't have an quan gan when i'm with you